I have a lot of half-finished thoughts.
Some are about security, programming, systems, books, or whatever thing I am currently trying to understand. A lot are about life. Sometimes existential. Often existential.
Writing probably helps with that.
I just never do it.
This blog is an attempt to make that a bit more structured. I think.
A thought can feel complete until I try to write it down. Then it usually turns out I had not really figured it out in the slightest.
Trying to get better at formulating my thoughts is probably the main reason for this blog.
The other reason is AI.
I use AI a lot. At work, where I am involved in how we apply it to offensive security, and outside of work, where I use it for side projects, design ideas, code, and plenty of other things. This site also came together mostly by describing what I wanted and iterating on it.
That is immensely cool and still blows my mind, but it also makes me want to be a bit more deliberate about what I do not hand over.
I do not want this blog to become a place where I outsource having an opinion. I am fine using tools. I like tools. But I still want the actual thinking to be mine.